Starting from the end of August 2024, HE told me that someone I knew was dying eternally soon in the universe. If I went back to the universe soon enough and let HIM remake me, I would be able to save him. I was stunned again but because I had already started to doubt HIM, I hesitated to do anything about this story. One Saturday night on August 30, HE even telepathic me the whole night to persuade me to take action to kill myself. I didn’t.
Later HE brought up this story with bad news about the person I knew (similar to in a critical condition in hospital) every day till late October 2024 in order to push me to die.
In reflection, the main reason HE didn’t get His way is that I judge a person/being’s character by HIS own words and actions. When HIS words were off the line, I thought about who HE is. So when I didn’t like what HE said, HE had to quickly change the subject to distract me. It is my independent thinking didn’t let HIM get HIS way.Â
For stories like above, I had no way to verify my previous lives at that time, generally I left them alone but did get the idea that I needed an urgent “fix”.
For HIS plan, because HE made it that it’s for my benefit and that I would be better to die than to live, I couldn’t tell whether it’s true or not. Thus, although it’s not my will to die, I didn’t doubt HIM further before September 2024. I also had no idea about HIS motivation or why HIM and EOE would have any reason to attempt to murder a person like me.
From September 2024, I started to think HE is likely to be a negative being based on my observation of HIS words and actions(made promises of stopping EOE but didn’t keep) but I couldn’t figure out Satan is HIM or why.
From HIS perceived “GOD” position and reputation, I was extremely puzzled by how HIM could be very negative/evil and I couldn’t imagine there’s such a huge deception in human history for such a long time .
This also shows one needs to be cautious about contacts from negative beings and we should treat all contacts like we deal with humans. If one’s thoughts or guidance are not positive or resonate well with you, ignore or walk away from it.
Apr 2, 2025