Another story was I was born in a medieval aristocratic family in which the whole family was abusive, especially the father. The father was rich and powerful. In the end I was being isolated and locked up in a castle alone for hundreds of years.
Looking back, I realized all those stories were intended to lead me to think that my soul was badly damaged, had an abusive characteristic, and needed to be fixed.
I had questioned HIM that my current life didn’t seem to have any abusive tendency influenced by previous lives. HE told me that my conscious mind developed very differently in this lifetime from my subconscious mind/soul because of Earth’s independent thinking culture which HE thought needed to be fixed. In HIS own words: “Earth people don’t listen well.”
HE then asked me not to listen/connect to my subconscious mind/soul, not even go into a deep level of meditation to connect with my subconscious and HE would help me to fix my soul after I die. HE said it’s too badly damaged and HE would exchange it with a new soul.
March 29, 2025